Oops I did it again

I say I’m going to start posting here more, then end up not following through. I’ve been meaning to, though. I start writing things in my head, and just never stop to type them up. I even started this draft last week, using the below horoscope. You can see by the date on it that I’ve been procrastinating in writing about it. I decided, even though it’s been more than a week, I’m still going to post it.

Your horoscope for April 16, 2012
For those of us who know the real you, it is frustrating to see your lack of confidence, Keiran. The range of your talents and abilities is startling to the rest of us mere mortals, yet you rarely give yourself credit for all that you are capable of. Today you are given an opportunity to participate in a project that could make or break your career. We can see you hesitating, weighing your capabilities in your mind and coming up short. We say, “Posh.” Not only can you do this, you can do it better than anyone else. Get over yourself and accept the challenge, for goodness sake.

I don’t remember now if I had an “opportunity to participate in a project that could make or break your career”; but I’m pretty sure that I didn’t. However, the rest of it, that’s so true. It also speaks to the exact reason I want to start blogging again – to help rebuild my confidence. It’s not just a lack-of-confidence, though, when I say I sincerely doubt my talents & abilities are “startling to the rest of us mere mortals”. Maybe if I knew what my talents and abilities were, then I could hone them and let them shine. I’ve just never been able to figure out what they are.

Support from the stars…

Okay. This afternoon, I have an intake interview for the WIA program. (Workforce Investment Act. Basically, the gov’t pays for me to go back to school. hee.) I’ll write more about all of that later, after my appointment, but. Reading my horoscope for today made me grin, since the beginning sounds like it could be applied to the WIA program.

Your Horoscope for JUNE 23, 2008
You are making some positive changes and important connections for the better in certain areas of your life right now, Keiran. Honor these transformations and realize the positive impact they are having on your life. At the same time, however, it could be that some of these changes are causing disruptions in your romantic life. There may be power plays going on between you and a person, or group of people close to you. Build your confidence from the inside out and let up on the reins just a bit.

I saw the sign

We have a staff meeting this afternoon, to talk about the work load. The ECWFH didn’t help out any last week on the work, (per usual) and I was the one to do all of the work. Yet she thinks I’m “not doing enough” to “help her” do the work. I’m doing my work plus the work of the coworker that was laid off. She needs to help me, because I can’t do it all. So this is going to be a FUN meeting. I went through and put together some charts of work load to hand out to everyone. I also have been keeping a log for the past few weeks of all the work I do vs what is to be done, to cover my own ass. So I’ve got that on my side, too, to show I’ve been doing it all.

But. The funny for it is my horoscope for today: “Leo: Have you been thinking about changing your career? Today is a great day to start.” Hmmm. I just might need to look into that. hah.