I say I’m going to start posting here more, then end up not following through. I’ve been meaning to, though. I start writing things in my head, and just never stop to type them up. I even started this draft last week, using the below horoscope. You can see by the date on it that I’ve been procrastinating in writing about it. I decided, even though it’s been more than a week, I’m still going to post it.
Your horoscope for April 16, 2012
For those of us who know the real you, it is frustrating to see your lack of confidence, Keiran. The range of your talents and abilities is startling to the rest of us mere mortals, yet you rarely give yourself credit for all that you are capable of. Today you are given an opportunity to participate in a project that could make or break your career. We can see you hesitating, weighing your capabilities in your mind and coming up short. We say, “Posh.” Not only can you do this, you can do it better than anyone else. Get over yourself and accept the challenge, for goodness sake.
I don’t remember now if I had an “opportunity to participate in a project that could make or break your career”; but I’m pretty sure that I didn’t. However, the rest of it, that’s so true. It also speaks to the exact reason I want to start blogging again – to help rebuild my confidence. It’s not just a lack-of-confidence, though, when I say I sincerely doubt my talents & abilities are “startling to the rest of us mere mortals”. Maybe if I knew what my talents and abilities were, then I could hone them and let them shine. I’ve just never been able to figure out what they are.